Helpmate and Social Agency

publix gateway crossing vegan/veggie meats and cheeses are in the produce section i go there sometimes even when i don't need to, appearing to calmly place my for show groceries as if they were letters. hungrily and beckoning,  i watch the endless employee owned conveyor deliver my secret messages written in juicy, fuzz lined peaches and firm, ripe bananas to her warm, nurturing, pleasure hands - fearing and hoping they are unread she is as the morning with an awakening, open freshness - tastefully backlit with just the right amount of sunrise orange and a cheerful lavender sensuality god guided me to her after i'd asked, stopping by after church one sunday to buy something vegan lost now in the glowing haze of her healing warmth, suddenly realizing that it was her i had been guided to by the strange stirring in my libido, tugging my core toward her succulent " i'm open over here sweetie " the depression which draped the week when i didn't get t